Eh thanks for the prompt response from Ying Qian... Haha... after typing this post... I decided to pick up my bible to read... Read Ephesians 4:17 - 5 :21... Talking about living as children of light. Really many reminders... and had a good discussion with Pei En on Romans 14... about the weak and strong faith over disputable matters...

Anyway... I think the why I felt lost was because of watching too much television... Being influenced by the wrong content in the media... Which led to negative thoughts...

Managed to overcome any urges to play games today.. but succumbed to the temptation of the box... Tomorrow will be a better day... as a promise to Wei En... I'll spend even more time reading the bible tomorrow..

Thanks for prayers ; )