20 years old

Haha. my birthday is going to be over once I finish typing this post. so sad...

Today is super tiring ! haha.

but really... thanks to my BFFs again... =x Zheng Wei celebrated with me twice.. so nice ! oh yeah.. and so did Ruwen haha....

And Deyong... yeah.. thanks ! haha.. and Cai Ying as well... thanks for going out of your way to celebrate my birthday with me... love u guys ! ; ) sorry to Cai Ying for making ur day so sway.. heex... hope u get a new shoe, a new handphone, and a new prof. =x

Okay... after delicious lunch with my BFFs... I went to church...

Oh yeah.. before I proceed.. thank you all for your birthday wishes... ; ) A lot of unexpected people as well.. heex..

Okay.. then went church for rehearsals... setting up the place... haha.. okay... everything might not have been very smooth but we got everything up anyway... ; ) it was good and what Uncle James said really touched me..

He talked about fellowship... and the importance of it... and the beauty of it... It made me remember my brother... my blood brother... who hasn't been to fellowship for quite a long time... I really hope that he'll join a fellowship... even if it's not in CYYAM... at least somewhere else... i need to talk to him sometime... need to muster some courage....

Oh oh oh... and yeah... was talking to my friends today... about how i'm not mature enough... too selfish le... i must grow up... i've already hit the scary 20 already... and I'm now really really olD ! so i must grow up.. and be mature...

Looking at Vinc with Leah today... yeah.. so touching.. a father's love... unconditional... ; ) God is so amazing... Life is so amazing... looking at a baby... it's just so exciting... ; )

Okay.. I really need to strike a balance in my life... these past weeks have been ultimately fun... but i think i lack something.... WORK ! haha... i need to do more meaningful things man... i'm not saying that meeting up with friends... going lessons all these ain't good... but I need to balance up my life... so tml is a great day to start... my first day of being 20 ; ) since i have no plans for half the day... yay.. so happy... i'm going to do some gd work... yes yes yes...

Also... just learnt that something happened to one of my friends in secondary sch last time... I really hope that you will get over it soon okay? dun be so sad pls... it kind of hurts to hear that you were so sad that you even went to drown ur sorrows... please.. cheer up k ? hope that u will be smiling soon...

Okay okay... the 20 year old wei hong will be the turning point for Wei Hong's life ! He will become even more mature... and do the right things... and be sensitive to people's feelings... and not be controlled by emotions... and continues to grow spiritually... and is a good support for brothers and sisters in christ... and who values family even more ! And also also !! the materialistic things like... A DRIVING LICENSE ! haha.... okokay... i shan't slack so much already... must grow up liao...

Just realised... a guy.. .cannot be too emotional... we are head of the household... need to lead a family... a wife who you need to protect... a child who looks up to you... ; ) i'm not saying to be heartless... but rather... in control of your emotions... so that you can think objectively even at the darkest times.... ; )

YAY !... take care everyone... love u all a lot for all the care and concern... ; )

Thanks again for all the birthday wishes... the best birthday yet. ; )

My God

Suddenly i remembered this song, though simple, but very catchy and quite meaningful.

My God is so big, so strong and so powerful, there's nothing my God cannot do.

I still remember Yan Heng doing the actions for this song. He kills me at times.


Finally, on my 20th birthday, I feel that I'm growing up.. I finally understand that emotions are a very dangerous thing... and there is so many other things that are more important... that I cannot allow my emotions to control me... I have to keep in control of my emotions. ; )

Thanks for all the christmas cards this year... They really meant a lot to me... Through them... I've seen the growth of a few people this year... and through them... I've realised the care given to me by my brothers and sisters in christ ! Sorry that I didn't write cards this year though... hahs..

Also, thanks to all my BFF =x (Best Friends Forever) as so gayly coined by Deyong. Yeah.. you guys are the best.. Deyong, Zheng Wei, Jin Yong and Cai Ying.. Thanks for always being there for me.. and even encouraging me when I'm down... and reminding me when I had one step in the grave... thanks a lot.. ; )

My life is finally back on track... and it's so focused now ! ; ) just like what my msn nick says... "so .. happy .. now ! "

God works in amazing ways... and I believe in His plans.

To my friend who's really struggling now to do the right thing for God... I pray that you'll continue to persevere on, bro... cos' you know, and I know, that there's nothing else on Earth more important.. than our relationship with GOd.

To my friend who's facing struggles spiritually now because of army... please... don't give up... and don't feel so sian... jia you.. because I know you can overcome this trial...

To my friend who just shared to me last night... Bro... you are never a stranger to us... never... Don't have negative thoughts alright ! continue to persist in what you're doing ! we can see your efforts and there has been tonnes of improvement already ! ; )

Alrighty then... I need to go off for my drum lessons already... today is such a busy day !

First, drums lesson till afternoon.. then go church to help Uncle James set up for tml... then worship practice... then go send zhi yang off at the airport... and finally dinner with my oh so good friends as part of celebration for me b'day... ; ) so happy... okay

yay ! off I go.. take care everybody... new year's coming already... ; )

Loving someone is wanting the best for the person... =D

Wei Hong... don't be selfish okay?

I find myself smiling ... not sure why... perhaps... forcing a smile is the best solution.. to soak all the tears away... =D

yay !

Merry Christmas people.... have a happy holidays..

I guess... after all... I'm still too immature right now...

Do the right thing Wei Hong.

We got to grow up. We got to move on. = D We will do it with God's strength and unfailing providence.

I believe in God's plans. What's yours is yours, and now ain't the right time, as we all agree.

I'm sorry for saying stupid things again.

Take care.



six years?

How many people will pass by your life and leave footprints in your life.

It's funny how one person can actually affect so much of your life, whilst how another person can mean so little.

Do I mean anything, at all ?

Lord, Why am I running in circles again. I'm tired of being trapped in this web again.

I guess I should have known that this time would come.... when I would look back... and sort of regretted... but... I made a promise... to make use of my singlehood to serve the Lord when I still have so much time at hand. ; )

I lost track... of focus... yet again... I need to keep focus!

Glad that I finally managed to do my tuition ministry work today... ; ) also managed to talk to a few people who I haven't talked for a while. One including Justin, my long lost buddy !hahas.

I didn't jog in the end... lazy wei hong !

I really need wisdom ... to help those who really need help ..

Escaping is no solution. Facing the music is.
Running is not the way, unless you are in a race.
Doing the right thing is hard, that's why they call it the right thing.
Actions speak louder than words, oh how true that is.
Without you, we can accomplish nothing, Lord.
Give us strength, to overcome everything. ; )

emo

hais. the person i want to talk to most, is the person who i can't talk to.

it's funny, it's sad, it's comical, it's ironic, it's... i dunno what to say...
u know.. i go on msn.. hopefully to see the person online... but when the person is online.. i can't talk to the person! it's ... hard... yeah..

I DIDN'T WANT TO BE THIS AFFECTED.

Oh Lord, help me please.

Life is so complicated.... there are so many things to do... yet you sometimes find yourself doing nothing....

It is so ironic, so complicated... sometimes sad. The person you care about most... might not care about you at all... But there are still so many others who need your care... so do you not care? or do you just care for yourself?

I'm tired of it all... just so tired... so confused...

Life is about finding that balance... to lead a life... that is purposeful, meaningful... there is just so many things to balance... it's getting kind of hard....

An escapist I am? Gonna go for a jog... to sweat out all my pain....