20 years old

Haha. my birthday is going to be over once I finish typing this post. so sad...

Today is super tiring ! haha.

but really... thanks to my BFFs again... =x Zheng Wei celebrated with me twice.. so nice ! oh yeah.. and so did Ruwen haha....

And Deyong... yeah.. thanks ! haha.. and Cai Ying as well... thanks for going out of your way to celebrate my birthday with me... love u guys ! ; ) sorry to Cai Ying for making ur day so sway.. heex... hope u get a new shoe, a new handphone, and a new prof. =x

Okay... after delicious lunch with my BFFs... I went to church...

Oh yeah.. before I proceed.. thank you all for your birthday wishes... ; ) A lot of unexpected people as well.. heex..

Okay.. then went church for rehearsals... setting up the place... haha.. okay... everything might not have been very smooth but we got everything up anyway... ; ) it was good and what Uncle James said really touched me..

He talked about fellowship... and the importance of it... and the beauty of it... It made me remember my brother... my blood brother... who hasn't been to fellowship for quite a long time... I really hope that he'll join a fellowship... even if it's not in CYYAM... at least somewhere else... i need to talk to him sometime... need to muster some courage....

Oh oh oh... and yeah... was talking to my friends today... about how i'm not mature enough... too selfish le... i must grow up... i've already hit the scary 20 already... and I'm now really really olD ! so i must grow up.. and be mature...

Looking at Vinc with Leah today... yeah.. so touching.. a father's love... unconditional... ; ) God is so amazing... Life is so amazing... looking at a baby... it's just so exciting... ; )

Okay.. I really need to strike a balance in my life... these past weeks have been ultimately fun... but i think i lack something.... WORK ! haha... i need to do more meaningful things man... i'm not saying that meeting up with friends... going lessons all these ain't good... but I need to balance up my life... so tml is a great day to start... my first day of being 20 ; ) since i have no plans for half the day... yay.. so happy... i'm going to do some gd work... yes yes yes...

Also... just learnt that something happened to one of my friends in secondary sch last time... I really hope that you will get over it soon okay? dun be so sad pls... it kind of hurts to hear that you were so sad that you even went to drown ur sorrows... please.. cheer up k ? hope that u will be smiling soon...

Okay okay... the 20 year old wei hong will be the turning point for Wei Hong's life ! He will become even more mature... and do the right things... and be sensitive to people's feelings... and not be controlled by emotions... and continues to grow spiritually... and is a good support for brothers and sisters in christ... and who values family even more ! And also also !! the materialistic things like... A DRIVING LICENSE ! haha.... okokay... i shan't slack so much already... must grow up liao...

Just realised... a guy.. .cannot be too emotional... we are head of the household... need to lead a family... a wife who you need to protect... a child who looks up to you... ; ) i'm not saying to be heartless... but rather... in control of your emotions... so that you can think objectively even at the darkest times.... ; )

YAY !... take care everyone... love u all a lot for all the care and concern... ; )

Thanks again for all the birthday wishes... the best birthday yet. ; )